i hate how you're such a fuckin jerk sometimes.

it fuckin stresses me out ; get over yourself.. cause seriously.. you might lose me .. AGAIN . And if that's not important to you .. like before and if it's not as important as you keep making me believe it is to you then fuckin stop doing this to me. I'm exhausted of making my brain hurt thinking what the hell is going on. Whatever, I'm pretty much fed up with you at this point.

I know how exactly how this feels ; trust me.

Wow;

“Laying there with your arms around me, I felt so comfortable and safe. My heart was beating a mile a minute having you so close to me. As you played with my hair and kissed me, I couldn’t help but smile straight from my heart. I could see how much you cared from the look in your eyes. It made me never want to let you go, to just stay wrapped in your arms forever, where nothing else matters but you and me.”

You don't even know..

how much i'm wanting to fall for you =/ it bugs me every damn day. i hate this fear, i hate having to hold back when honestly im starting to see that you are trying to put your all. you mean the world to me; im sorry im so scared. im sorry for taking so long to let go of the past and love you. im sorry for always doubting you and im sorry for always bugging you about if you love me or saying i love you so many damn times. you always knew i was stubborn right? but i promise you im trying; itll eventually be there baby.


you will always be my LOML. we pinky promised that remember?
and this time i know its going to stay because even if you let me go.. you came back.
FATE ALWAYS BRINGS THE THINGS THAT WERE MEANT TO BE BACK TOGETHER <3
i believe in you and i have so much faith in you; mahal na mahal kita.

“I’m not a little girl anymore. For anyone who’s ever betrayed me, intentionally hurt me, or two-timed me, I’m not going to dwell on trying to make your life miserable and tell you I’m going to fight you. No, better yet, I’m going to sit here and tell you, karma is a motherfucker and you’ll get yours.”

Straight Up.

It's easy to fall in love, but not easy to find someone who is willing to catch you.

NEVER LET GO OF ANYTHING YOU CAN'T LIVE A DAY WITHOUT THINKING ABOUT .

I need you right now. I need you to be able to tell me that this really is worth all I'm risking.

MHM

"Some people say the worst way to miss someone is when they are right next to you and you know you can't have them, but it's worse when you thought you didn't want them in the first place and now all of a sudden it's all you really want."

I'm so confused.

If we weren’t meant to give things another try, our paths and thoughts would not keep crossing, and we would not keep tripping over our feelings for each other.

What's worse, new wounds which are so horribly painful or old wounds that should’ve healed years ago and never did? Maybe our old wounds teach us something. They remind us where we’ve been and what we’ve overcome. They teach us lessons about what to avoid in the future. That’s what we like to think. But that’s not the way it is, is it? Some things we just have to learn over and over and over again.
“
— Greys Anatomy

Realize now that when your heart breaks, you got to fight like hell to make sure your still alive. Because you are. And that pain you feel? That’s life. The confusion and fear? That’s there to remind you, that somewhere out there is something better, and that something is worth fighting for.
“
— One Tree Hill

No one ever said that life would be fair, or that the moments you wanted to last forever would. As you start to realize, people who once said that they cared can stop in an instant and those people who once made you the happiest, are now the ones who make you cry. You realize that no matter how much you care about someone, it doesn’t mean they will care about you. Letting go of something isn’t hard, it’s what you leave behind that’s the hard part. You realize that kisses don’t always mean something and promises can be broken, just as quickly as they are made.
“
— Unknown

Only time will determine when and how you’re going to move on. Sure, it might not be right away like you want it to be but eventually one day you’ll wake up and realize that somewhere along the way that piercing feeling you’ve always felt inside your chest faded and went away while you were too busy living life to notice.

— Unknown

Pain,you just have to ride it out, hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers. You just breathe deep and wait for it to subside. Most of the time pain can be managed, but sometimes the pain gets you when you least expect it, hits way below the belt and doesn’t let up. Pain, you just have to fight through, because the truth is you can’t outrun it, and life always makes more.


— Grey’s Anatomy

I want thesee :

“I love you and I probably always will. but we go days without having meaningful conversations, and I used to miss you so much when that happened. But it never seemed like you missed me, and I guess because of that ..I stopped missing you.”
— One Tree Hill

true

i`d like to meet someone who wouldn`t give up on me. someone who would always be there.. no matter what. someone who i could tell all of my secrets to, and they would trust me enough and tell me their`s. someone who wouldn`t care what i would wear, or how i have my hair done. someone who would call me every night just to hear my voice. someone who would know me well enough to tell when i`m mad, sad, or confused. someone who wouldn`t just like me for the looks, but for me personally and in the inside. someone who wouldn`t just love, but someone who would be addicted to me. someone who would never leave me clueless or alone. someone who would always do what they say. someone who would look out for me. some one who would never leave me broken. someone who would be faithful to me. someone who would be the one for me, and i`d be the one for them. someone who would be my romeo and i`d be their juliet.

Believe .

“ Don’t worry, he’ll miss you. You’re the best he could get, and he blew it. Don’t let him make you think for one second that this was your fault. It’s not. He screwed up, and you did absolutely nothing wrong. You gave him your heart, and you trusted him to keep it and protect it, but he couldn’t. And honestly, he’s not mature enough. He’s not smart enough. If he was smart, he would have cared for you with every fiber of his being and been with you every spare second he could. But he didn’t, and now he’s gone. But don’t you cry. Don’t call him telling him you miss him. Don’t IM him, don’t message him, don’t comment him, don’t talk to him in the hallways. Just pretend you don’t care. And don’t be surprised when he comes crawling back saying he made a mistake. And if you want to go, go with him again. But make him work for you. Don’t be his doormat. Don’t let him in the first time he rings the bell. Make him come back every day until you trust him enough. If he doesn’t come back after a couple of tries, just let him go. But if he comes back every day, then he’s worth it. Trust me .. he’s worth it."

QUOTES <3

“ The thing about life that I’ve learned is that you’re going to get hurt. You’re going to have emotional nights and cry yourself to sleep for hours. You’re going to suffer some kind of loss. But you will also have those moments where you heal. Those moments are the best. You feel like you smile for the first time again. you feel like you’re alive again. Life just kind of restarts."

atleast im not the only one feeling this way..

“ Why do I care so much about you, after all you’ve done to me? I mean, you’re nothing really special, just another stupid teenage idiot. But you were always my idiot, and that’s what counts. God, I used to believe in you. I really did. But I don’t know what to believe anymore. You blew it, idiot. I hope you’re happy. Just when I thought everything would be okay, you threw it all away. You changed before my eyes. It’s like these last months meant nothing. I’m not gonna lie, this hurts like hell. I’ve never hurt this much over another person. I want to be done with you. But I can’t say goodbye. This might seem backwards, but I don’t know what hurts more right now, the possibility that you never cared about me at all or the possibility that you still do."

I’m starting to learn. You can’t make someone love you. You cant make someone be faithful to you. You cant control your own fate sometimes. Things happen.. good, bad, indifferent. You just have to let some things go and hope they turn out for the best. Its like falling off a horse. You’re in the air and you know its going to hurt like hell when you hit the ground. But there isn’t enough time to stop it. So you close your eyes and hope for the best.

and its really over..

man oh man do i miss you right now.

seriously ; there are way too many memories to look back on and it kills me knowing you let me go, because “things changed.” Like, wtf man!? That’s BULLSHIT. It wasn’t even four days before the day you broke up with me that you looked me in the eye and told me you loved me. I believed you ; and I believed you every fuckin single time you told me it’d be forever. You promised no matter what, it’d only be me. What happened to you? How can you change so damn fast? How can you let me go that easily? How can you not fight for me or for what we had? I’m sure as hell we had love. I don’t even know you anymore right now. I know you gave up on me.. and it hurts more then anything because not once did I ever give up on you. No matter what you put me through, no matter how many excuses you had, and no matter what everyone said and put us through, I fought for you and i fought for US , because I believed you were worth it. And I thought in the long run.. you’d do the same for me.. but I guess at this point, I guess I was wrong. I wish you showed emotion, and I wish you showed you loved me.. but hey, that’s all I can do right? Wish for everything to happen ..even if it doesn’t? I blame myself all the time, and I make excuses for you all the time, and I always tell myself maybe I wasn’t worth it .. but maybe; everyone else is right. When they say ” it’s not your fault, and eventually it’ll catch up to him” .. maybe they’re right. But who am I to say that? I miss and love you dearly; and no one can take that away from me.. but if it means letting you go then maybe that’s what I have to do. You are everything to me. You have been from the start and you know that.

Thanks for getting my hopes up when you promised/swore on everything .. that it’d only be me.. and that it’d be forever. I honestly didn’t know that forever could end so quickly. It hurts like a bitch to be like this. It hurts seeing myself get hurt in the end for everything I did for you. But what hurts the most, if having to almost let go .. and knowing you’re not doing anything to try to get me back. I wish you’d come back to me. Oh well.. for now, all I have are memories to reminisce on and dreams that constantly come up in my head..

p.s. yes ; I’m still patiently waiting for you. And yes; there’s still time.

“ The one that is meant for us is going to be the hardest to get, the hardest to keep, and the hardest to accept because through all that the love will grow stronger. Love wasn’t made to be easy, otherwise we wouldn’t end up with the right person. We would end up with the first one who comes along. By struggling we single out the wrong ones and realize who really is the one."

im just tired of being tired.

i’m tired of being sad. I’m tired of crying. I’m tired of feeling empty inside. I’m tired of feeling worthless. I’m tired of feeling stuck. I’m tired of feeling crazy. I’m tired of being alone. I’m tired of yelling. I’m tired of pretending. I’m tired of dreaming of a life I will never have. I’m tired of missing things. I’m tired of missing people. I’m tired of remembering. I’m tired of wishing I could start all over. I’m tired of not being able to just let go. I’m tired of faking it. I’m tired of being different. I’m tired of being angry. I’m tired of needing help. I’m tired of always wondering when I will finally let myself be happy. Most of all, I’m just tired of being tired.

favorite quote at the moment.

true strength is being able to hold it all together when no one would blame you for falling apart.

“ I want a boy I can’t get enough of. He would read my favorite books and watch my favorite movies, just to talk about them with me. He would get me so mad I can’t even think and then kiss me out of no where. He would laugh at all my jokes, no matter how stupid they are, and pretend to like my friends, even though we both know they’re the biggest losers ever. He would hold me when I cry, and he’d know when I say I’m cold, I really just want him to hold me. He would hold open doors for strangers, and would never miss the chance to hold my hand. He would give me hugs and tell me jokes that aren’t really funny, but make me laugh anyway, and he wouldn’t put up with my bullshit. He’d teach me how to play sports and watch Grey’s Anatomy with me. He’d watch movies with me that we both know by heart, and we’d recite every line. He would tell me I’m pretty, but not too often, and surprise me with notes in my locker, or 25 cent rings. He would walk with me outside, even when it’s cold, and know what to say to make me feel better. He would help me study when i have a test, and never make me cry on purpose. He wouldn’t mind when I talk during movies, or interrupt his stories. He’d become friends with my family and have dinner with us. He wouldn’t be embarrassed to kiss me or tell me he loves me, ever, and he would let me buy him stuff when i feel like it, and listen to the music I like, even if he thinks it sucks, and he would share his music with me. He would have snowball fights with me in the winter, and water balloon fights in the summer. He would go to the beach with me, and when I’m tired he’d let me fall asleep in his arms. He would always know how to make me smile, and he would sing to me. He would call me just to say hi, or to tell me he was thinking of me. He would tell me his secrets, and let me tell him mine. He would be my best friend, and he would never, ever break my heart."

A walk to remember makes me think..

It’s a miracle what kind of change comes after an amount of time. My fault though , because I didn’t prepare myself. I wish I could go back and relive those times; feel so careless and free and happy. It felt so good; and I miss it terribly. The people you think will never hurt you; somehow hurt you in the long run, and it hurts more then ever because you never saw it coming.. well that’s how I feel. Honestly, I feel like I’n doing much better with this whole heartbreak thing and having to accept the fact that he doesn’t want me anymore, but hey I have my rights too, and that means I can miss him without feeling guilty. It’s normal. But at some points I just have the urge to break down , because after all of this; I wanted so bad .. and I still want so bad .. to make it .. I WAS SO DAMN CLOSE . I don’t get how he didn’t realize I was giving it my all. And this is why sometimes I just don’t feel good enough, because the one person who should’ve seen my effort.. didn’t.

it hurts so much to feel this way ; but it hurts even more having to accept the fact that I have to be okay with it..
I miss his warmth, his kisses, his hugs, every little effing detail of our relationship.. except that he let me go. I know I shouldn’t, but I can’t help it. I accepted him through all his flaws.. I just wish he wanted me back atleast close to as bad as I want him back. I still love you; and you have no idea how much it fuckin kills me being like this.

worthy;

you know I am . You just maybe don’t know how to treat me that way? I don’t know .. but I’m giving you all the reasons to stay , and you know I’m trying my best to accept everything you do- no matter how good or bad- because that’s what love is.. accepting each others flaws. Because you know I’ve put up with you through your worst and I’m pretty sure that I deserve you at your best. I miss you , maybe someday .. I’ll get to your level. Maybe right now.. I’m just not worth it . Or maybe, you’re just too confused to notice what you have is really good. I care for you always; and it kills me to see you like this, because all I want is your happiness not having to make you choose between what’s important to you and what you love. I’m always going to be here and I hope I’ve proved that to you.

you mean everything to me; and even if I don’t mean as much as that to you , I know I mean something. And that’s honestly good enough for me, it just confuses me sometimes .. because you’ve been doubting “us” lately =/ . I understand your situations though ; you know I always try to.

Yours truly;

Me .

blah .

Why does anyone stay in an unhappy relationship? Because people do. They do it all the time. And the truth is, when you’re in it, when you’re up to your neck in the everyday part of life with another human being, sometimes you don’t exactly notice how bad things really are. It’s not always as apparent as it would seem. Unhappiness, when it involves another person, can be like that line from The Sun Also Rises about going bankrupt, how it happens two ways: gradually, and then suddenly.

Secrets to Happiness, Sara Dunn

so worth the read.

Guys are assholes. If you argue with him, you’re hard-headed. If you’re quiet, you don’t care. If you call him, you’re too clingy crazy. If he calls you, he says you should be happy. If you don’t love him, he’ll try to win you. When you do love him, he leaves. If you don’t fuck him, you’re a tease. If you do, you’re easy. You tell him your problems, he says you’re irritating. If you don’t, he says you don’t trust him. If you lecture him, you just want to argue. If he lectures you, it’s because he ‘cares.’ If you break a promise, he doesn’t trust you anymore. If he breaks it, it’s because he had to. If you cheat, he expects it to be over. If he cheats, he wants another chance. THEY’RE ALL BASICALLY THE SAME. Guys drink to forget about girls; girls drink to think back about the guy. When guys are in love, they become poor; when girls are in love, they become pretty. Guys can forget, but can’t forgive; girls can forgive, but can’t forget. When guys are heart-broken, they try to forget about the girl by going out with another girl; when girls are heart-broken, they try to find his characteristics in another guy. Guys wish to be her first love; girls wish to be his last.

this rainbow was made from freakin pieces of color paint paper things you get from home depot ! holy crap .

more pictures here : http://www.flickr.com/photos/18697966@N00/

eek .

The hurt began to fade and it was easier to just let go. At least I thought it was. But in every boy I met in the next few years, I found myself looking for you, and when the feelings got too strong, I’d write you another letter. But I never sent them; in fear of what I might find. By then you’d gone on with your life and I didn’t want to think about you loving someone else. I wanted to remember us like we were that summer. I didn’t want to ever forget that.

— The Notebook

GAH

Cute quote.

“Maybe I wasn’t asking you to love me, maybe I was asking you to understand, because for so long I’ve been hurt and for so long you’ve ignored it, and maybe it is bad timing, but maybe, I don’t care. I’ve been here all along just waiting, waiting for you to notice, waiting for you to care. Waiting for you to say that you’ve been waiting too, and you haven’t and maybe you never will or maybe you’re afraid to. But it all hurts the same, and in the end, I’m the one that’s left broken and when I lay down to sleep, I’m still the one crying, so screw the bad timing. I’ve loved you then, like I love you now, like I probably always.”

This is SUHWEET

....

I miss you when something really good happens, because you’re the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you’re the only one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry, because I know that you’re the one who makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you the most when I lie awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other for those were some of the best memorable times of my life.

I MISS THIS SHOW !

AW.

AWW

Actual children’s answers to the question “what is love?”

“When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth.” - Billy, age 4

“Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other.” - Karl, age 5

“Love is what makes you smile when you’re tired.” - Terri, age 4

“Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK.” - Danny, age 7

“Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss.” - Emily, age 8

“Love is what’s in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen.” - Bobby, age 7

“Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs.” - Chrissy, age 6

“If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate,” - Nikka, age 6

“Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday.” - Noelle, age 7

“Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well.” - Tommy, age 6

“During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn’t scared anymore.” - Cindy, age 8

“My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don’t see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night.” - Clare, age 6

“Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken.” - Elaine, age 5

“Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day.” - Mary Ann, age 4

“I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones.” - Lauren, age 4

“When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn’t bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That’s love.” - Rebecca, age 8

“When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you.” - Karen, age 7

“Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Brad Pitt.” - Chris, age 7

“You really shouldn’t say ‘I love you’ unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget.” - Jessica, age 8


This is the cutest thing ever .

maybe it's cause im not good enough.

im so confused with my life at the moment .
... too many damn things happening and i miss how life used to be .



i dont know what the hell to do anymore ;(

thinking process..

And I was thinking ..maybe our mistakes are what make our fate. without them, what would shape our lives?
perhaps if we never turned a different direction or off course, we wouldn't fall in love, or have babies, or be who we are.
after all, seasons change, so do cities and the people in them.
people come into your life and people go.
but it's comforting to know the ones you love are always in your heart.
and if you're very lucky, a plane ride away.
You know, when love works, it's pretty amazing.
It's not over rated. There's a reason for all those songs
....and some things just can't be better like used cars and bad livers.


I found this quote below online and can't believe how true it is :

It’s overused. It’s a cliché. It’s corny. It’s just a line.
It’s illogical. It’s troublesome. It’s always too abrupt.
It’s never on cue. It’s difficult to say. It will be held against you.
It’s too bold. It’s often quite pathetic.
It’s amazing how, after everything, the words I love you still works.

and sometimes..being this strong isn't good enough

well it's currently 2:04 PM right now on March 29th 2009
and im sitting in front of this laptop screen crying.
and this is one of the time i wish i was a robot, and have the ability to say all the things i want to say and not have to be affected because im so fuckin tired of being blamed and in the end everything's always my fault.



i dont even know what to say anymore.
you guys know i love you. its that plain and simple in words, but if you knew me in person, you know i love to care about others more then myself.



the end. im done.
i can't take this shit anymore

&because i don't know what the eff to do anymore

god, please give me the strength to talk them out of it.


please help me realize that 800 days is not a long time and that i can make it.
please don't let me hurt him, and please help him realize that i care so much about him
please let me show him that there's alternatives and that im here to help him through everything.



please give me anwser lord, because im very lost.
and im scared ill end up doing something stupid or something ill regret.


im terrified.

all i have to say today :

it was the best saddest day ever,
baby you always make me day.






thank you so much for visiting me as a surprise.
you are so worth being with. i miss you and love you baby <3
you proved to me that you do love me and this will be a forever&always kind of thing

i really mean it when ..

i say i will come back for everyone in redondo. all the people there have impacted me in such a powerful way. my brother and my cousin are also the most important influences in my life. you have no idea how much im hurting. i miss everyone so much. im almost legal baby. three more years and im out of here. i hope albert knows im gonna come back for him as soon as i can. i want him to know that no matter what happens, i will. im so sick of my parents telling me what to d; especially my dad. Redondo kids, kuya ryan and ate ashley, i love you all so much. please motivate me that i can do this.. because honestly im trying so hard to hold onto a piece of string thats about to break. ='(

i honestly feel like giving up

you guys don't know how much redondo union high school means to me.
my life is there.


my parents are punishing me because they found out i had a boyfriend.
like seriously!?
thats fuckin dumb.

baby if your willing to wait for me; just save a little space in your heart and i will be back in your arms sooner then you think.
time will go by fast. dont worry baby i will ALWAYS love you
im not willing to let our love go.

so this is a "see you later" to all the kids at ruhs.

i will miss you guys so god damn bad.
i love you guys. (you know who you guys are)

dont forget about me; because i swear i wont forget about any one of you .

im honestly trying to stay strong because i cant wait to turn eighteen and live my life to the fullest without anyone stopping me <3

all of you guys please take care of albert and franny for me.
you all know how much they mean to me.

the world is slowly turning, but baby you make my heart beat fastt .

I think I'm pretty okay now. I just need to enjoy life and think things through. Valentines day is coming up and I'm helluh stressed. Honestly, I'm secretly wishing i atleast get a letter from him. But if not, I'll love him none the less. I'm out for now. My mind is currently blank.

it's been a while..

Sorry, I'm a procrastinator.



My mind has been pretty blank and as you can see I'm not a good writer.
I'm not inspiring nor have I been inspired to write about anything.
I just wish I was. I'll blog when someone can actually find my day interesting.




sorry again for the inconvenience guys!
happy almost valentines day , i love him forever&always


may all you single ladies find your prince charming <3


P.S. I've come to realization that I'm terrified to get my heart broken.
P.P.S. I miss my brother terribly :(



"Before you love someone, love yourself first."
-Confession: I'm a hypocrite for putting this quote in here.

depression session

hello world.
here with my daily post.



so today was pretty interesting.
the best part was that i got to see my baby with his
sexyy purple&black braces hehe.
well, that boy has a hold on me.
he's my addiction that i cannot and will never break.
i pinky promise.


well anywho, i miss him so much everyday.
he's pretty much my whole world.
and honestly i don't give a fuck about what all the people have to say.
this WILL last. you can't break us apart hoes.


i love you baby <3
10292k7 forever.

Time will pass..will I?

It's currently 12:15 in the morning and I'm wide awake.
I've been like this since the new year began.
Every night, same old shit. Same process.
I don't even know how to smile anymore.
I miss my happy times, but mostly, I miss being at RUHS.
I've been crying these pathetic tears every night, sometimes even crying myself to sleep.
Do I feel pathetic? HELL YES.
...but there's nothing I can do about it because it's going to be like this for a while.
I have a feeling my birthday is going to be the worst this year.
This is one of the first years I'm dreading it because I'll be at a school where I have absolutely no friends and I won't be able to enjoy it: PLUS I'M TURNING 15 ! :(
I hope my boyfriend,brother,bestfriend and cousin will be there atleast..
I miss my brother so much =/ he's all the way in south carolina training for the national guard when he doesn't deserve to being going through that shit because he never wanted to in the first place.
Stupid mom ...I wish she would just get in her head that we're getting older and are smart enough to make decisions for ourselves.

I MISS MY BOYFRIEND AND KUYA RYAN SO MUCH. I HOPE TO SEE THEM SOON :(

" This isn't Burger King sweetie; you can't always have it your way."
- ( I secretly wish people would have that one thing that will make them content with their lives. )

As the new year begins...

hey there :)
Well this is my first real blog.
I'm going to actually pursue this blog because i need this.
I honestly think i need to write (or in this case, type) what i feel and what I'm going through
because honestly, I'm getting tired of holding it in and not letting it out somehow.
So welcome everyone who's reading this.


i hope your ready because this is going to be a never ending roller coaster ride.

-Just to let you guys know, I'll almost always be inserting quotes in my all my blogs.


enjoy! ....and welcome to my life.