i really mean it when ..

i say i will come back for everyone in redondo. all the people there have impacted me in such a powerful way. my brother and my cousin are also the most important influences in my life. you have no idea how much im hurting. i miss everyone so much. im almost legal baby. three more years and im out of here. i hope albert knows im gonna come back for him as soon as i can. i want him to know that no matter what happens, i will. im so sick of my parents telling me what to d; especially my dad. Redondo kids, kuya ryan and ate ashley, i love you all so much. please motivate me that i can do this.. because honestly im trying so hard to hold onto a piece of string thats about to break. ='(

i honestly feel like giving up

you guys don't know how much redondo union high school means to me.
my life is there.


my parents are punishing me because they found out i had a boyfriend.
like seriously!?
thats fuckin dumb.

baby if your willing to wait for me; just save a little space in your heart and i will be back in your arms sooner then you think.
time will go by fast. dont worry baby i will ALWAYS love you
im not willing to let our love go.

so this is a "see you later" to all the kids at ruhs.

i will miss you guys so god damn bad.
i love you guys. (you know who you guys are)

dont forget about me; because i swear i wont forget about any one of you .

im honestly trying to stay strong because i cant wait to turn eighteen and live my life to the fullest without anyone stopping me <3

all of you guys please take care of albert and franny for me.
you all know how much they mean to me.

the world is slowly turning, but baby you make my heart beat fastt .

I think I'm pretty okay now. I just need to enjoy life and think things through. Valentines day is coming up and I'm helluh stressed. Honestly, I'm secretly wishing i atleast get a letter from him. But if not, I'll love him none the less. I'm out for now. My mind is currently blank.

it's been a while..

Sorry, I'm a procrastinator.



My mind has been pretty blank and as you can see I'm not a good writer.
I'm not inspiring nor have I been inspired to write about anything.
I just wish I was. I'll blog when someone can actually find my day interesting.




sorry again for the inconvenience guys!
happy almost valentines day , i love him forever&always


may all you single ladies find your prince charming <3


P.S. I've come to realization that I'm terrified to get my heart broken.
P.P.S. I miss my brother terribly :(



"Before you love someone, love yourself first."
-Confession: I'm a hypocrite for putting this quote in here.